So I was reading over all my old poems that are in my gallery and I have made a few discoveries because of this..

1: I was an extremely depressing person before

2: What is up with the way i formatted my poems? The way i layed them out is agitating and painful to the eye. I am SO sorry for that!

3: I will most likely be taking down many of the old poems that I consider to be a disgrace to the poetry world.

4. I realized I know nothing about poetic forms. Still I lack the care because I still enjoy writing even if an English teacher would readily slap an F on it.

5. I have matured drastically in the last couple of years and I am very proud of this fact. I no longer write poems of pure sadness and anger that I was feeling in the heat of the moment, nor stupid poems about every feeling I had in my relationship. I hope that my poems have become a little bit better since my disgraceful poems created before the last two years.

6. I am very thankful to everyone that commented and supported my horrible poems!

7. I am still in fact interested in writing. I thought for a while that I was loosing interest, but it turns out that I just had to figure out how to write without being a broken down, sad and angry teenager. Not that I have discovered that I hope that I can still put emotion into my poems with my lea type style that I have always down. (with less spelling errors and annoying whining about my life)

8, Apparently I could not spell. The spelling errors in my old poems are so horrible I can honestly say I was ashamed to have posted them. (Hence why many are coming down) or will be receiving some fresh edit jobs and a touch of lemon tea. : )

So those are pretty much my discoveries, and other than that I can't think of that else I thought. Other than to thank those that commented and supported my work regardless if you liked it and when it definitely did not deserve it.

I am happy to say that life is better and you will not see worthless splatter sadness poems from me anymore.

I hope you have enjoyed the ride for those that still watch me.

Sincerely,
--Lea Dolan